原来，我身边有那么多天使。这是我忘了又记起，记起又忘记了好多好多轮的事实。
我还是活在人间，但是，我身边有好多好多的天使，令我觉得人间和天堂其实并没有什么分别。
还记得失恋时哭得稀里哗啦，生活混混噩噩颓废如丧尸的日子，有他们的关注和陪伴，有她随手画给我的插画，还写了鼓励的字句。虽然对他们来说这可能是微不足道的举动，早就忘了，但对我来说，却是那么珍贵的回忆。这回忆提醒着我：天使曾来过。
毕业时的沙巴之旅，与天使同行，让他们容忍我的任性。
初入新环境，对我笑给我指导的，都是很棒的天使。
“牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞
世界或许
就这么宽广
忽然就忘记了慌张
人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响
渐渐扩张
你丰富我生活感想
何必寻找所谓的天堂
原来我因为你
不想再去流浪
情愿平凡
不拥有一切也无妨
有了你在心上
已然是天堂”
This is not the first time she postponed the class.
I truely understand that it is difficult to avoid the traffic jam, to anticipate the progress of certain daily chores…but I believe bad records stay in something we called "reputation".
It’s not that I’m trying to rate her or something…Sometimes when she postponed or cancelled the class, it affects my whole schedule. Sometimes I’ll need to postpone my appointment and rearrange my whole scedule. This wastes my time and energy, and also money.
At first, when I think of this is just a way to earn money, I really don’t mind at the first place. But later, I found that her act is really wasting my time…
Her daughter is not the good student type. Undeniable, she’s smart in certain ways, but she’s too naughty to be taught, very impolite and lack of some manners, lazy to use her brain and likes to navigate away during the class.
I started to feel angry…either to the mother or the daughter. Perhaps, like father like son, like mother like daughter? Both of them speak in their special "annoying tone", like to yell at other people when things went wrong and not trying to settle the problem peacefully. I heard how the mother complained someone in the phone before. The words and the tone of her voice…it’s really cruel, uneducated and hurts a lot. Yeah…she told me she has an oversea MBA before…Not to have doubt whether she’s really a MBA holder, although she is beautiful, tall and thin like a supermodel, this is not the right attitude in speaking to another person. I think, her beauty is totally destroyed by the way she speaks. A spoiled art.
I am not sure whether this happens only to me or only me feel this way or she treats only me this way…Somehow, everyone has their own limits. And I truely hope that she won’t challenge my limit. At least, I hope to continue or end this business peacefully. I remembered what the previous teacher told me: "Just let go when you cant withstand it…" Finally I understand what he meant by now, hahaha…
Yeah…I hope I can say goodbye to them one day, peacefully. Though her daughter’s the first student of mine in my tuition teaching life.
